This week has been hard for me, for many reasons. One (or several) of which can be directly traced back to Jim. Or me and Jim, or lack there of. He graduated this weekend, and that’s huge. It’s been weird for me though, because I still somehow always figured this would be another step for us as a couple. We talked about it, we talked about him graduating and us living together eventually and me being up there to see him walk…and it’s almost been a year since we’ve broken up but somehow it still stings. And it’s even worse because our relationship right now is sort of in shambles.
We barely talk and when we do we argue about my life choices. There’s still so much animosity there from him; I can feel it. We had lunch over Thanksgiving break, and he came into my salon and I got his hair restyled for free, but there was definitely something different. Too much time has passed? Or maybe too much has happened? Maybe both..I’m not completely sure. But when he looks at me, I can hardly stand to look back.
There is no longer any love in his eyes when he looks at me…just disappointment. And that makes me sad.
So Jim graduated from Washington State University yesterday. Congrats to him, he should be very, very proud of himself.
US counties with In N Out Burger
That’s why I’ve never seen one ohhh